Boredom Fight

I feel so damn bored and very disappointed today. Writing and thinking about negative things is not my habit. If I die today, I want people remember me as an optimistic guy who is always fighting for the happiness, hope and courage.

Fuck!

But I do feel sad about my life now. My dad is always hurting because of the unwieldy Zona. I hat that disease. I hate all things have the "z", "o", "n" and "a" in it. If I see a zebra, I can eat it alive!

The coffee business is running without me. I am unwillingly stuck with my dad. I do love him but I wish he was not sick so I can kick some ass in the coffee business now. Dad, I am proud of you and I will make sure the legend you left is expanding. Trust me, I will do!

The whole day do I spend with my dad. God, Jesus, may you heal him!? I can take care of him but I cannot see him suffering with the pain.

Bored, bored and bored! Too much bored that I did two things that I didn't expect (actually one)
1. I killed the boredom by going to a Lotteria burger shop to have a burger. Having a burger at night means you are earning extra weight and I did that without even putting a thought in my mind. So, if next time you see somebody eating a burger by himself in (Lotteria, which is the worst) burger shop ever, you know something wrong happening to him. LOL.

2. I think of writing something out. Writing is a good exercise to get something out of your mind and you can feel better. Especially, I feel I accomplish something and it makes me better. In other words, writing is entertaining,

I think of what I will do to make my life more interesting when life gets better:
1. Build a great company in coffee.
2. Go to see the World Cup.
3. Travel to Columbia and Brasil, and ....
4. Write a book
5. Have a great family.

WAIT! I told my dad to travel with him to the States and visit my sister in England. Will do it first!

I punch the boredom bag, BAM! BAM! BAM! I hate you, Boredom!

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