Original Ordinary Feelings in Vietnam

I am sitting in the hospital room where my dad is sitting on my right side. He is sleeping and I can hear his breath and his NGAY. I don’t know why I want to write something right now. Before this trip I have made a goal of becoming better in my communication skill.

I have planned to write a little bit for everyday and also some 3 mins speech everyday.

Like everything in my life, and may be your life. When you want to make a change, you can feel everything is against you to make you fall back to your habit, your comfort zone. Maybe, we have the biggest enemy is…OURSELVES…

I am sitting here.
Feeling so close with my dad.
Wishing time is turning back when my dad can help me make a jump into the sea.
I am sitting here
Wondering about myself: Why I want to be good at writing at this time? Certainly, it is not a good time.

Still…

I still want to be good at it. Let’s go and do it. Why not?
So I make a question to myself: Why do you want to be good at writing and speech?

I have an enjoyment. Read. I found it is fascinating how words and thoughts can change your world. This is the world of imagination. Believe me. People say a picture means thousand words. However, words require you to exercise your imagination. It is just awesome when you read a book that is the time you are drawing a picture in your mind. It is not static. It is changing and moving in your mind.
So, I want to be the artist in that world. Begin writing something…

I have my dad with me now. He is fighting and I want to be a part of his battle. So I imagine if my dad was the capital, I would play a role of communicator.
A question pops up: So who am I reporting to?
HAHA… I don’t know.

Third, it is fascinating when words and speeches make a great impact to this world. JFK made a remarkable pull when he sets a goal “landing a man on the moon and returning him safely to the earth.” MLK has a dream to break through the wall of racist when people live in peace together.

I think I will need to rewrite again and again to clarify this passion.

Finally, one of my goals in life is being creative and progressing. I am not having a good time and I am in one place now. So I am thinking what I can do to make my life more fruitful and happier.

End of writing night.

Say hi to my new friend. Vinh. He is in a fight too. Support him :)